05.27.09

Of Revenge and Forgiveness…

Posted in English, Reflections at 4:13 pm by Rou...

 “An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.”
~ Mahatma Gandhi (1869 – 1948) 
 

 

Throughout the course of my life, I have learned that forgiveness helps one be a better person, forgiving others for what they did to you, or did not do to you, and forgiving your own self, for what you did, or did not do, for actions you have taken, or reactions you did not, for people you lost, gained, or let go of… 

 
Before you jump into conclusions, am not promoting weakness or submission here… Because the weak does not forgive… only the strong does…
 
If someone caused you harm, the easiest thing you can think of is hurting them back… Taking revenge is always the easy way out; it gives you an excuse to do anything you want and to not accept responsibility… that’s why I said that only the strong can stop this trail of blindness that retribution pulls one in…
 
Vengeance is not enlightening, but rather acts like a dynamite… it does not solve anything, but rather do damage to all… and if our hearts are full of hatred, we can never see the shining truth that set us free from the evil oppression of revenge on our hearts and minds…
 
They say that those who fight fire with fire end up with ashes… to a great extent this makes sense to me… See, evil only begets evil… and hurting people (back) will only cause you more hurt…
 
All the best,
Rou…

05.19.09

عن وفاة حفيد مبارك… الله يرحمه

Posted in Arabic, Reflections, Slang at 4:17 pm by Rou...

ربنا قال: “ولا تزر وازرة وزر أخرى”… يعني مافيش نفس تتحاسب بإثم نفس غيرها…

بلاش نبقى بنتشفَى في حد… ده طفل… و مات…

ربنا يرحمه و يجعله عظة ليهم…

05.18.09

Just another woman…

Posted in Books - Fav. Selections, English at 5:38 pm by Rou...

“She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed…

She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work…

She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn’t just drag herself to the gym…

She was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet…

She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong…”

~ From “P.S. I Love You” Novel

 

05.11.09

Eye of the Sun!

Posted in Movies Reflections at 1:08 pm by Rou...

With almost no budget, depending only on individual initiatives and the volunteer team of actors, comes quite a different movie experience called “Ein Shams” or “Eye of the Sun”, which takes Cairo neighborhood of Ein Shams, that was once built on the ruins of the ancient city of Heliopolis, as its main setting…

 

Directed by Ibrahim El Batout and written for screen by Tamer El-Said and El Batout, the movie was screened by a digital camera, and converted later to a 35 mm film through the support of the Moroccan Cinema Center. The movie represented Egypt in a number of international film festivals and won several awards, while banned from being showed in Egypt for almost a year until lately.

 

The acting in general was very good along with the building blocks of the movie that reflected many of the everyday problems of Egyptians, such as unemployment, drug addiction, and football obsession…

 

One of the important scenes from my point of view was that of the demonstrator who was having a lift by the Taxi driver Ramadan who knew absolutely nothing about the reason of the demonstrations… The demonstrator told Ramadan while stepping down of the Taxi, “By the way, I wasn’t in the demonstration by coincidence…” leaving Ramadan staring at him without a word… For me, this showed the amount of isolation that the various sectors of the Egyptian community live in; “كلٌ يغني على ليلاه”… The shots for real demonstrations that El Batout included prior to that scene, showing the amount of brutality that the security officers face the demonstrators with, gave a much more “Real” meaning to this part…

 

I loved the little girl “Shams” ’ dreams of being taken to downtown Cairo, which she envisioned as a place of fairy-tale charm… only to find out eventually when she visits it for real that her dreams were much more beautiful that reality…

 

I also loved the scene finale of the movie, with the narration voice saying that people will soon get used to “something”, just the way they get used for everything… and the scene ends with the police officers waving for “Ramadan” the Taxi Driver to stop for a checkpoint (without any particular reason as usual)…

 

The few flaws I found in the movie were mainly regarding the way the threads were connected… I felt like there wasn’t enough exploration in each character to leave me dramatically satisfied… Same goes for the real scenes of Iraqi troops after the first Gulf War that El Batout included in the movie through the story of the Egyptian doctor Mariam, who goes to Baghdad to research the carcinogenic effects of the depleted uranium left by U.S. troops in the first Gulf War. For me, it was out of context, even with the fact that he wanted to make a sarcastic comparison that Egypt, without being affected by such war in terms of Uranium, had cancer spread in it through other forms of pollution…

 

However, in all cases, “Ein Shams” is a very good experience and trial, and by all means is well worth watching…

 

Have a good day,
Rou…

 

P.S.
One final point, I’m in no position to talk technically here, but the sound was really terrible at some parts, especially in the narration at the beginning of the movie…

05.07.09

ShUtDoWn!

Posted in Reflections at 9:48 am by Rou...

It’s been more than two weeks since I’ve last written anything… so I decided just to write anything… absolutely anything… to break this ice that seems to be controlling my mind… 

 

It’s very strange… as if there are some missing letters in the keyboard of my mind… I can’t seem to figure out how to write a simple idea, or even complete a phrase that was already in my mind…

  

“Shutdown”… that’s how I feel… 

 

Damn it… I hate this Writer’s Block!

 

 

Rou…