September 26, 2004

Mean feeling

Posted in English, Reflections at 11:41 am by Rou...

Funny how One gets used to pain to the extend of not feeling it anymore….!

I was shocked when I checked my calendar this morning… tomorrow will be the 40th day.

I laughed at myself surprisingly… I used to laugh at the idea of “el arbe3een”… used to call this “hartala”… I wonder if they’re gonna make anything…!

Then, I started blaming myself… I realized that I went on with my life… normally… doing the same things I used to do every day…!

Then I asked myself…did I forget her?!?

Nooooo… I didn’t…………… I just completed what I’ve started  some 22 years ago…… Stayed ALIVE………!

Then why do I feel I’m mean for going on with my life normally……!

             Confused Rehab….

 

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